Un\u00eb u rrita n\u00eb nj\u00eb familje t\u00eb krishter\u00eb, duke marr\u00eb pjes\u00eb n\u00eb kish\u00eb dhe n\u00eb shkoll\u00ebn e s\u00eb diel\u00ebs gjat\u00eb gjith\u00eb jet\u00ebs sime. Prind\u00ebrit m\u00eb m\u00ebsuan p\u00ebr Jezusin dhe mish\u00ebruan vlerat e krishtera n\u00eb jet\u00ebn e tyre t\u00eb p\u00ebrditshme, duke mbjell\u00eb farat e besimit q\u00eb her\u00ebt. Kur isha rreth 12 vje\u00e7, mora nj\u00eb vendim personal p\u00ebr ta pranuar Jezusin si Zotin dhe Shp\u00ebtimtarin tim dhe ia kushtova jet\u00ebn time ndjekjes s\u00eb Tij. Megjith\u00ebse k\u00ebt\u00eb vendim e ndjeva thell\u00eb, fillimisht hezitova ta ndaja publikisht sepse isha i turpsh\u00ebm dhe kisha frik\u00eb nga v\u00ebmendja, sidomos sepse kjo do t\u00eb n\u00ebnkuptonte t\u00eb pag\u00ebzohesha para shum\u00eb njer\u00ebzve. P\u00ebr habin\u00eb time, gjat\u00eb nj\u00eb tubimi t\u00eb madh q\u00eb p\u00ebrfshinte disa kisha t\u00eb komunitetit ton\u00eb, gjeta guximin t\u00eb shpallja hapur besimin tim. Ai moment ishte shum\u00eb i r\u00ebnd\u00ebsish\u00ebm p\u00ebr mua\u2014ishte nj\u00eb pik\u00eb kthese n\u00eb udh\u00ebtimin tim shpirt\u00ebror.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u00cbsht\u00eb interesante se, n\u00eb vitet e mia t\u00eb hershme, besoja se shp\u00ebtimi varej jo vet\u00ebm nga besimi n\u00eb Jezusin, por edhe nga p\u00ebrpjekjet e mia p\u00ebr t\u00eb q\u00ebndruar besnik. Kjo m\u00eb \u00e7onte t\u00eb mendoja se duhej t\u00eb isha i p\u00ebrsosur n\u00eb jet\u00ebn time shpirt\u00ebrore, dhe shpesh ndihesha fajtor sa her\u00eb q\u00eb d\u00ebshtoja. Gjat\u00eb adoleshenc\u00ebs dhe n\u00eb fillim t\u00eb mosh\u00ebs madhore, e mbaja Zotin n\u00eb distanc\u00eb nga frika\u2014nga frika se m\u00ebkatet e mia mund t\u00eb m\u00eb b\u00ebnin t\u00eb humbisja mir\u00ebsin\u00eb e Tij, dhe ndihesha i turp\u00ebruar e fajtor sa her\u00eb q\u00eb b\u00ebja gabime.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Megjithat\u00eb, kur arrita n\u00eb mesin e t\u00eb nj\u00ebzetave, fillova t\u00eb studioja m\u00eb me kujdes Bibl\u00ebn dhe t\u00eb d\u00ebgjoja m\u00ebsime nga burime t\u00eb ndryshme. Kjo m\u00eb ndihmoi t\u00eb kuptoja di\u00e7ka shum\u00eb t\u00eb r\u00ebnd\u00ebsishme: shp\u00ebtimi i v\u00ebrtet\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb nga Zoti p\u00ebrmes besimit n\u00eb Jezus Krishtin. Kur e pranova Jezusin, m\u00ebkatet e mia u fal\u00ebn\u2014plot\u00ebsisht dhe p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb. M\u00ebsova se dashuria e Zotit p\u00ebr ne \u00ebsht\u00eb pa kushte, ashtu si dashuria e nj\u00eb prindi t\u00eb kujdessh\u00ebm q\u00eb nuk e braktis f\u00ebmij\u00ebn e tij p\u00ebr shkak t\u00eb gabimeve, por e do pavar\u00ebsisht gjith\u00e7kaje. Nd\u00ebrsa Zoti mund t\u00eb na udh\u00ebheq\u00eb dhe t\u00eb na korrigjoj\u00eb kur devijojm\u00eb, Ai nuk i refuzon ata q\u00eb vendosin besimin e tyre tek Jezusi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ky kuptim ndryshoi perspektiv\u00ebn time dhe m\u00eb solli paqe. M\u00eb lejoi t\u00eb zhvilloja nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie m\u00eb t\u00eb af\u00ebrt dhe m\u00eb t\u00eb besueshme me Zotin\u2014nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie e bazuar n\u00eb hirin dhe dashurin\u00eb e Tij, jo n\u00eb frik\u00eb dhe faj. Tani, un\u00eb besoj se shp\u00ebtimi \u00ebsht\u00eb nj\u00eb dhurat\u00eb q\u00eb vjen nga m\u00ebshira e Zotit, e b\u00ebr\u00eb e mundur p\u00ebrmes Jezus Krishtit, dhe se dashuria e Tij \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb e disponueshme p\u00ebr ata q\u00eb e k\u00ebrkojn\u00eb me sinqeritet.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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