Si f\u00ebmij\u00eb, u rrita n\u00eb nj\u00eb sht\u00ebpi plot dashuri. T\u00eb gjitha nevojat e mia u plot\u00ebsuan nga prind\u00ebrit e mi. Varesha plot\u00ebsisht nga ata p\u00ebr gjith\u00e7ka. Kur n\u00ebna ime u s\u00ebmur dhe kishte nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr operacion, u frik\u00ebsova p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn e saj. N\u00ebse ajo do t\u00eb vdiste, si do t\u00eb mbijetoja un\u00eb? Si nj\u00eb djal\u00eb n\u00ebnt\u00eb vje\u00e7ar, siguria ime ishte n\u00eb rrezik.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Para operacionit, n\u00ebna ime m\u00eb tha di\u00e7ka p\u00ebr jet\u00ebn: njer\u00ebzit, lodrat, sht\u00ebpit\u00eb, pun\u00ebt dhe parat\u00eb jan\u00eb vet\u00ebm t\u00eb p\u00ebrkohshme. Meq\u00eb ato nuk do t\u00eb zgjasin p\u00ebrgjithmon\u00eb, nuk mund t\u00eb mb\u00ebshtetesha tek ato p\u00ebr t\u00eb qen\u00eb i sigurt dhe i mbrojtur n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Shpresa ime ishte vet\u00ebm nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie personale me Zotin q\u00eb m\u00eb krijoi<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Nj\u00eb dit\u00eb, ajo ftoi nj\u00eb pastor t\u00eb fliste me mua p\u00ebr gj\u00ebrat e p\u00ebrjetshme. Ai m\u00eb tregoi se si Zoti m\u00eb njihte mua, frik\u00ebrat e mia dhe v\u00ebshtir\u00ebsit\u00eb e mia n\u00eb jet\u00eb. Dashuria e Zotit p\u00ebr mua ishte aq e madhe sa Ai donte t\u00eb ishte miku im, t\u00eb kishte nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie personale me mua. Ndryshe nga n\u00ebna ime q\u00eb nj\u00eb dit\u00eb do t\u00eb vdiste, Ai nuk do t\u00eb m\u00eb linte kurr\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Duke pasur nevoj\u00eb p\u00ebr sigurin\u00eb e pranis\u00eb s\u00eb Tij, un\u00eb doja ta njihja At\u00eb personalisht, jo vet\u00ebm t\u00eb dija p\u00ebr T\u00eb. P\u00ebr t\u00eb pasur nj\u00eb marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnie personale me Zotin, un\u00eb besova se Biri i Tij, Jezusi, lindi nga nj\u00eb virgj\u00ebresh\u00eb, jetoi pa m\u00ebkat, vdiq duke mbajtur m\u00ebkatin tim, dhe u ringjall tre dit\u00eb m\u00eb von\u00eb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kur fillova t\u00eb ndjek Jezusin, jeta ime ndryshoi. Nuk kisha m\u00eb frik\u00eb nga vdekja, as nga mungesa e kujdesit t\u00eb prind\u00ebrve t\u00eb mi. Gjith\u00e7ka e p\u00ebrkohshme n\u00eb k\u00ebt\u00eb bot\u00eb do t\u00eb m\u00eb l\u00ebr\u00eb, por Jezusi jo. Ai m\u00eb jep shpres\u00eb, besim, paqe dhe sigurin\u00eb se marr\u00ebdh\u00ebnia ime me T\u00eb \u00ebsht\u00eb e p\u00ebrjetshme. Un\u00eb jam gjithmon\u00eb me T\u00eb, dhe Ai \u00ebsht\u00eb gjithmon\u00eb me mua.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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